Looking back at 2007
31 December 07 at 4:38 pm | In Glimpses of God | 2 CommentsNormally by now I would have posted my list of books I read this year, the music I have listened to and maybe even a few goals for the new year.
All that changed with one devastating diagnosis on Dec. 19.
Up until then, I would have said that 2007 was a great year for me. It started with Passion 07 where I rang in the New Year at Atlanta’s Peach Drop before settling down to help host the silver community group. It was also at Passion that I first came into contact with a company that will soon be a larger part of my life (more on that in a few days).
I had three awesome weeks of seminary classes.
I started planning next year’s mission trip with the help of a couple of dedicated folks at church.
The coffee gang started meeting and I started teaching Sunday school to senior high students on a more regular basis.
I had kept up with my writing and photography as I had hoped. And, for what it’s worth, the stats on the blog started growing.
Generally, things had been going pretty well.
Then, it all changed.
But even now, I know that the Lord has held it all in the palm of his hand. The good and the bad. The inspiring and the defeating. The exhilarating and the devastating. The joy and the mourning.
And I know that my anchor holds. The cross stands. To it, I cling. The resurrection happened. In that and in the One who arose, I place my hope in 2007 and beyond.
Why I’ve been gone …
27 December 07 at 5:22 pm | In Uncategorized | 3 CommentsI’m not going to say much. Simple summary of a complicated story … my mother died suddenly of a complicated, relatively rare problem. I don’t feel comfortable saying more than that because, though she loved to talk to everyone, she was a private person who was rather cynical about the Internet. At the same time, I know I have net-acquaintances who may wonder where I have been. Out of respect to her, I don’t want to delve any further than to say we thank everyone who has been praying and ask that you continue to pray for our family.
About those “spider’s webs” …
18 December 07 at 7:49 pm | In Glimpses of God, To Walk Humbly ... | No CommentsTags: Amazing Grace, William Wilberforce
When I first saw the movie, Amazing Grace, back in March, I wrote about a scene that brilliantly captured my own quest to know God’s will in my life. It seems to be an everlasting quest, but I believe there have been developments lately. That, I promise, will be a post for the first week of January. It has to be posted on a specific date because of the significance of the date.
Back to the issue at hand — Amazing Grace. I watched the movie again this weekend and was again totally absorbed in the whole thing, but particularly the following scene (that I reversed and watched a dozen times to get the dialogue correct.) To set the scene, Richard, Wilberforce’s servant, has just come upon Wilberforce sitting in the wet grass. He asked a question, received an answer and started to leave when Wilberforce called him back. Wilberforce acknowledged that he has been acting stranger than usual and proceeds with this explanation:
Wilberforce: “It’s God … I have 10,000 engagements of state today, but I would prefer to spend the day out here getting a wet ass, studying dandelions and marveling at these spider’s webs.”
Richard: “Have you found God, sir?”
Wilberforce: “I think he found me.” (pause) “Any idea how inconvenient that is? How idiotic it will sound? I have a political career glittering ahead of me and, in my heart, I want the spider’s webs.”
Me, too. But here’s the thing I missed or hadn’t worked out the first time I saw this scene and let it linger in my mind — you can be lost in the spider webs and still be productive. In time, Wilberforce discovered that as he continually fought for the end to the slave trade yet was known by many to be one of the most simply joyful people around.* At some point, he learned to balance the career and the spider webs.
I don’t have a political career ahead of me, but I do have a job that I daresay I am good at. I have responsibilities at home and in church. I understand having 10,000 engagements a day.
But I also understand marveling at the beauty of a sunrise coming through ice-bound trees. I’ve gasped in astonishment at the sheer beauty of the low-hanging sun setting as I rounded the curve in a road. I know how to let the intricacies of music flow through the recesses of my mind to lift my spirit or direct praise to God (and, quelle horreur, it may not be explicitly Christian music that does the trick). I know how to read a passage from Scripture in the morning and think about it from time to time throughout the day. I understand being still in the presence of God at the start and at the end of each day.
Does it mean I get it right every day? Not on your life … but I try.
Might it seem odd to those around me? Probably … but I try. Often not as hard as I should, but I try.
So while I sit at this Mac (as amazing as a Mac is), know this one thing: I may be designing newspaper pages or playing in Photoshop, but my heart is lost in the spider’s webs.
*For a quick, but excellent, look at Wilberforce’s life, read John Piper’s Amazing Grace in the life of William Wilberforce.
From the mouths of babes …
18 December 07 at 1:44 pm | In Glimpses of God, Video Fun | No Comments(ht: FARMstrong)
Tired …
17 December 07 at 9:22 pm | In Christianity and Media | No CommentsIf I were more alert …
If I were not at work at 8:20 p.m. (but getting ready to leave, hence this highly personal use of the computer …
If I also had not just realized that I never had dinner …
I might tell you about being lost in “these spider’s webs.”
Tomorrow …
On the cross …
16 December 07 at 7:59 pm | In Quotes | No Comments“The cross isn’t something we look back on. It’s something we hold onto everyday.”
- Louie Giglio, Chicago Rocks, The Passion Podcast, 24 October 2007
Just links …
15 December 07 at 7:57 pm | In Mac, Music, youth ministry | 1 CommentTags: Catalyst, Francis Chan, Jars of Clay, Mac, The Golden Compass
It’s no secret I love MAC. So, here’s your MAC vs. PC commercial for the week.
What constitutes a week’s worth of food at your house? Let the pictures give you an answer for different people around the world. (ht: ys open book)
Did all the hype about The Golden Compass pan out? Ray Fowler has the numbers.
Watch the development of The Whiteboard Conference as it happens. Interesting speakers announced so far for a one-day, eight hours conference which just happens to be near me.
“… we’ve got all these things we say about Christmas—like peace and goodwill toward men—but what do those things mean in the midst of war and conflict? How do we say these “Christmas things” and mean it? We tried to pick songs where people had already wrestled with these things. That’s why we chose “I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day” and “God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen.” And we felt like we had to write a few that would capture that tension a bit further, with a little more depth.” See what else Dan Haseltine has to say about the Jars of Clay Christmas project.
The Catalyst web site always has good content, but I particularly liked this article by Francis Chan. Youth workers might be particularly interested in the final section which discusses proper humility. After all, who hasn’t had a student who can sing like an angel or create the most beautiful art yet says they aren’t that good?
I have great students in my youth group. Want proof? Read this blog entry about the meaning behind one of my favorite Christmas carols. I particularly like her Christmas wish at the end of the post.
PhotoHunt: Small
14 December 07 at 7:56 pm | In PhotoHunt | 8 CommentsI feel small when I look out at a sunrise on the ocean …

I feel small when I sit in the shadow of the cross …

And, truthfully, I am small. But I know a mighty big God …
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Wednesday Worship Thoughts: The Advent Journey 3
12 December 07 at 9:28 pm | In Wednesday Worship Thoughts | 1 CommentMy dad once said that It Came Upon the Midnight Clear was his favorite Christmas carol. Now, unlike myself, Dad’s not given to great explanations (though he can tell a great story) so the only reason he offered was that “it’s all in there.”
That gave a curious kid like myself something to ponder. Back then, I only noticed the obvious aspects of the Christmas story that weren’t there. No shepherds. No wise men. Nary a Mary or a Joseph. And — can it be? — no baby in a manger. So what could Dad have meant?
Read through the lyrics:
It came upon the midnight clear,
That glorious song of old,
From angels bending near the earth,
To touch their harps of gold;
“Peace on the earth, good will to men,
From Heaven’s all gracious King.”
The world in solemn stillness lay,
To hear the angels sing.Still through the cloven skies they come
With peaceful wings unfurled,
And still their heavenly music floats
O’er all the weary world;
Above its sad and lowly plains,
They bend on hovering wing,
And ever over its Babel sounds
The blessèd angels sing.Yet with the woes of sin and strife
The world has suffered long;
Beneath the angel strain have rolled
Two thousand years of wrong;
And man, at war with man, hears not
The love-song which they bring;
O hush the noise, ye men of strife
And hear the angels sing.And ye, beneath life’s crushing load,
Whose forms are bending low,
Who toil along the climbing way
With painful steps and slow,
Look now! for glad and golden hours
Come swiftly on the wing.
O rest beside the weary road,
And hear the angels sing!For lo! the days are hastening on,
By prophet-bards foretold,
When with the ever circling years
Comes round the age of gold;
When peace shall over all the earth
Its ancient splendors fling,
And the whole world send back the song
Which now the angels sing.
Now that I am approaching the age Dad was when he first mentioned his love for this song, I think I see what he was talking about. The first verse may not invoke the name of Christ, but its reference to the angel’s announcement to the shepherds offers a clear inference to the birth of Christ and its accompanying hope for peace.
The following three verses remind us that the song of the angels continues to sound over the cares and chaos of the world whether it be the confusion of the world in general (verse two), the violence of war (verse three) or the heavy burdens we bear (verse four). It’s a call, if you will, to be still and know that God is God (see Psalm 46:10).
The Scriptures tell us that one day every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord and it is to this day that the final stanza looks. It reminds me of one of my Dad’s favorite passages of Scripture that talks of the troubles we have in this life being temporary in comparison to the eternal peace we will experience one day.
Now we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal house in heaven, not built by human hands. Meanwhile we groan, longing to be clothed with our heavenly dwelling, because when we are clothed, we will not be found naked. For while we are in this tent, we groan and are burdened, because we do not wish to be unclothed but to be clothed with our heavenly dwelling, so that what is mortal may be swallowed up by life. Now it is God who has made us for this very purpose and has given us the Spirit as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come. (2 Corinthians 5:1-5)
Free Christmas music!
12 December 07 at 6:28 pm | In Music | No CommentsTags: Bright Eyes, Christmas music, Coldplay, Keane
I was going to wait and add this to my weekly links round-up, but it is too fun to wait! Patrol Magazine is offering a free download of Christmas music from artists like Coldplay, Keane, Bright Eyes, Plain White Ts and more. (ht: Internet Monk’s podcast)
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